Dealing with the Crazy

Last week I mentioned that Justin and I were tossing around the idea of building our house. Well we have only been looking into it seriously for one week and I am already crazy!!! I have carefully calculated our budget and met with the bank. I thought that was the hard part. Oh no, deciding on how much the thing will cost is much harder.

 As we talked we decided we needed to pick out plans for a "plan b" house (you know just in case the "plan a" house was to expensive for comfort). I mean seriously, who wants the rest of their life to be about making a mortgage payment? We want to live a little too. Too bad it wasn't that simple.

As you may know, I am the most indecisive person God has ever blessed this earth with. I feel sorry for my husband. Bless his heart he has to handle the crazy. (Although, in my defense if he gave an opinion consisting of a little more than "I Don't Know" I may be able to come to a conclusion a bit quicker). However, since I have this sickness picking a "plan b"  house is torture.

A few days ago I thought I had found it, this was until I began picking it apart with what I didn't like. After that, every other house plan I viewed I compared to the first. It took me years to find the "plan a" house. I really can't spend that much time on "plan b". So I guess we are going to take the "wait and see" approach. Meaning we are going to wait and see the rough estimate on "house a" before I torture myself any further. This may prove to be more stressful than it is worth at this time. In that case, as I said in my last post "what's five more years?"