"Maybe One Day"

Justin and I have been married five years now. Things are not at all like I had pictured they would be after five years of marriage. I had thought I would have a couple of kids and would be living in our dream home by now.

This is so not the case. We currently do not have children and I am not even sure when we will plan to. This is a sensitive subject in our household. Of course I am ready NOW, Justin on the other hand.....not so much. I have come to realize his catch phrase is "maybe one day". So I guess the plan is to wait and pray the urge hits that hubby of mine like a ton of bricks one day. So I imagine if we do decide to begin a family it will be a sudden decision.

The dream house is nothing but a set of plans in a magazine right now. We know exactly what we want and where it will be.We just haven't mustard up the nerve to dive in just yet. We are blessed though, we live in Justin's great grandparents house. We have renovated it. It is cute and plenty for us but we do not own it. There is just something about being able to say something is "ours".

God has blessed us with good educations and great jobs. On top of that we have the greatest group of friends we could of ever asked for. It is amazing how things work out. We dream up all of these lavish plans and we don't even realize God has much bigger plans for us.